I'm for sure going to BTI now! HAHAHAHA
Jesus is so good to me!
He saved my soul
and he set me free
He carried my sins
to calvary
His word is true
his love is too
He's been good to me.
My mom learned that song at BTI lol.
Oh theres nothing else to say! I'm just so happy!
Tootles~
~Denise~
The concert was awesome!
I was going to post this morning before work but time got away from me very quickly.
But any who. I didn't take pictures because the only camera I had was my phone... and I can't transfer to the pc yet.
Yeah so... hmm.
I got video of Jeremy, Aaron, Heather, and Derek Jumping up and down. lol it was so funny.
i finally gave in a joined them though. lol.
i want to cry. But is it a happy cry? or a sad cry?
I want to tell someone how i feel! But i don't know what I'm feeling. so how can I tell?
~Denise~
Okay... I have been talking to the manager of this hotel down here... and he just brought me down to:
For 1 King or 2 Queen Beds $ 54.99 + Tax and for Suites is Same.
Now thats pretty good to get the suite for that much per night.
Take that and divide by let's say 3 people... And you have a great rate for an entire two week I'd say around 300 for each person. I've over estimating but that's always better.
Okay PLEASE LET ME KNOW YOU GUYS!
~Denise~
I love Cucumber Melon!
I have:
Cucumber Melon Deodorant
Cucumber Melon body spray
Cucumber Melon Candle
Cucumber Melon lotion
Cucumber Melon body wash
Hehehe! I love that stuff.
It smells so so so good. =)
I had to post that lol.
I just got to thinking about all the Cucumber Melon stuff I have...
Okay ya that was odd quit looking at me like that!
Tootles~
~Denise~
Hi everyone! I'm up 30 minutes before I needed to be. So I figured I'd get on here and write about something... anything really. I'm just not too sure what that is as of yet.
I'm dieing to know how many of you are planning on going to BTI! But then again I have no idea who evens reads my blog anymore. I think I'm like that little pebble... you jump from one rock to another rock... and pass over the little ones. =( hehehe. That was kind of a quick illustration. =)
I give it too you though I rarely have been on here and my life isn't all that exciting as some of you.
Big things going on right now are,
What is my transportation going to be when I get to BTI?
or:
Is this something I'm going to get to do on my own, or do my parents have to be there?
Money really isn't an option I know that will be there.
Yeah I'll be kind of dissapointed if I don't get to go... but theres this guitar down in the corner of this page with my name all over it! =)
Whether I go to BTI or not that guitar is going to be mine. But I pray I do go. I just need a roommate who can drive both of us to and from BTI. Preferably someone my mom and dad both know and trust. *sigh*
There is someone I'm planning on staying with but If that doesn't work out I'm looking at "possibly" staying at the Douglas Inn.. or somewhere like that.
They are really nice. But if someone will double maybe even tripple with the room I'm looking at there are three beds... or could be if thats what you choose... and we could just split the cost.
So seriously planning ahead is like my cup of tea. I depend upon knowing ahead of time and planning for the future. =)
So please ya'll who are going to BTI do get ahold of me.
This is the floor plan of the room I'm looking at.
Theres a queen size sleeping sofa, and the two beds are also queen.
This is the kitchen.
The living room.
The bedroom.
So it's a pretty nice place. I've had family stay there for BTI before.
I've been talking to the guy about a room for BTI time.
So really if anyone is interested. Now I'm not for sure I'll make it to BTI yet... But planning ahead isn't bad. =) These are just some thoughts of mine being put out on the table. So get back with me.
~Denise~
Okay... so seriously... who's planning on being at BTI this year? I am!
I already have half of the money raised to go. Mom and dad will probably end up taking me to Alabama where from there I'll ride with Amanda Hart aka my sisters sister in law.
And we are "planning" on staying with someone there... but I can't say who because I don't want you to ask before I do! lol hehehe. I love ya but sorry. =) Okay anyways!
Does anybody know when we start getting the applications?
I figured they might put them on the Church web site but I looked and there wasn't anything to do with BTI at all. As far as I saw.
I hope some you get to go! I can't wait I'm so excited.
Tootles!
~Denise~
Ever feel like you just lived your entire life in one day? Like Everything that made sense before that day was just summoned up in a ball of forgetfulness?
Or you do your best and it goes unnoticed. Or you do everything you can to be noticed and people pass you by like your not even there? I wonder if there is a word to place all of these feelings into.
There is this song I sing now and then by Sarah Groves called Skin and it goes:
The butterfly can just look back flap those wings and say oh yeah
I never have to be a worm again.
The snake gets tired of being him he wriggles from that itchy skin
Leaves it lying where he's been and moves on
I'm still longing for something tangible
Some kind of proof that theres been a change in me
Feels like I have been waking up
Only to fight with the same old stuff
Change is slow and it feels me with such doubt
Come on new man where have you been
Help me wriggle from this self I'm in
and leave it like a skin upon the ground.
Wow that song is my I need a change immediately song.
Let's just say lately, doubt and confusion and worry, and self motivation, and the desire to do be more then I've known, is taking over me and I don't know if it's a good thing or not.
The bible talks about assembling yourselves together... but I don't have anyone to do that with. I love everyone at church, but I need someone my age. That I can relate to.
I wish sometimes that I could run away from myself. Which I know is entirely impossible. But still.
Back to reality.
~Denise~
It's the first day of March. February was just here. I'm still sick, and I guess it's just because of how the weather has been lately.
I can't write much, maybe I'll write more later this evening. We are fixing to leave for prayer meeting.
So what have I been up to lately?
I have been working, studying for my written test to get my learners, school, preparing for the big test for tech school, for the two year photography program. I can't wait! Ya'll please keep me in your prayers. I had to give up my very difficult position at the other Tech school, so dad could move and pastor the church here. It was the hardest class to get into as well! So I'm praying the Lord will help me do this. I want to have a successful career. I know hands on what it is to jump from home business to home business within a months time! And I hate it.
I don't know. I do know that I'm still planning on going to BTI and I know I really need it because I'm just drained. Once again it's just Matthew and I. I long to be around youth. But not just any youth. Youth that know and love the church, and God like I do that strive to do everything they can for him. All my life I've had my dad as my pastor ( nothing against dad of course) and as of recent my mom as my sunday school teacher ( again nothing against mom of course). But these are people I've been around all my life! I need a fresh break. Something I may never ever get until I'm moved out or married. =(
Sigh. I have to slip my shoes on. I'll write more tonight maybe.
Always and Forever,
~Denise~
